Lost In A Sea Of People...

I was searching for reviews of my camera on Youtube when I saw this video.

For some reason, this video moved me.

I made me think back a few months ago,
during the summer,

where I had some mental and emotional issues.

It connected with me,

 as if it expressed what I was feeling

 when I felt like I had no control in my life.

I was just wondering around,

doing was was necessary,

but I didn't know why I was doing it. 

I was homesick, 

I was confused,
I was lost and wondering  

what am I doing here?

Do I even want do do fashion anymore?

I felt like giving up. 

This video brought a little bit of that back. 
I don't want to be in that state of mine ever again.